Dearest G-

I'm in a loving mood this weekend. I love you. I love all my friends, in fact. Don't get worried: Its likely hypomania sneaking up on me. Well, snuck up and surprised me! Sure feels good.

Its been overwhelming in some ways. I saw C twice this week, including yesterday. In almost 30 years I have not known "it" to be so wholly overly ebullient, yet overwhelming in the best of ways- our relationship- limited though it is in its nature these days- has never been so good. And twice in the same week?

Yes, its maybe mania but it beats the alternative! I'm listening to a countertenor sing Purcell. What a joy- how relaxing!

Indeed, I am only on two psych drugs these days- Rexulti and Wellbutrin. One's an anti-psychotic and the other an anti-depressant. Are they working? Eh... Kinda thinkin not.

I have spent almost all my money- mostly on 6 bottles of laundry detergent and other supplies I got all at once. They'll last me a year, right? Coffee at Starbucks, and going out to eat...

Talking too much. Typing too much. Filter going....

I hope life is going up for you though maybe not as far!

Crazy, loved, and enthousiastically yours,

J-