I haven't felt the best lately, my suicidal thoughts are bad. Depression and my thoughts are an everyday thing. It takes me a good maybe 2-3 hours to get out of bed, and that's just to do **** like using the restroom or eat a snack or something. Showering, laundry, self-grooming is harder, but I still manage to do it. The days are dragging on, and I'm not getting anything done.