I hope everything is going well, TheLonelyChemist. Remember that we're here for you to support you. We care about you. We all love you here. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope you'll be able to achieve your dream. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this