Still very down. I'd been filing unemployment since I lost my job a last fall, and last week was my last week of benefits, apparently. I'm still going to call today to see if anything can be done, but I lost it last night over this. I was up for a while just crying, and actually suggested out loud that I should just kill myself. I don't know what I'm going to do without that money coming in, I don't make enough at work for anything, and I just can't find new work. I feel like a waste of space.