Today was my first day teaching private lessons. I'll be doing it once a week for now. It's not even a "real job", but I haven't been able to work in over a year... So at least I'm starting somewhere I guess.
I've been feeling very anxious in the past few days. l have an irrational fear to I don't what that makes me sabotage things and isolate myself. I don't want to keep avoiding life. I hope things go well this time.