Had a wonderful day with RS today! My son had school today but me and RS both had off for Presidents’ Day so we spent the day together.he came over last night and spent the night. Then we took my son to the bus stop in the morning. We went and grabbed bagels for breakfast and watched a couple of things on Netflix that we can’t watch with my son around lol. Ken jeong’s standup special and the 40 year old virgin. Then we went down the shore to his favorite bbq joint. It was delicious! Fried pickles, fried onions, and a bbq pulled chicken sandwich with honey Dijon bbq sauce. Soooooo good. It wasn’t nice enough to go down near the water but that’s ok. We came back and he helped me clean and vacuum out my car as my son had smushed crumb cakes all over the backseat. He also helped me carry in some cases of water which is hard for me right now with my back. He’s so sweet!

I really feel like we are a little family now. It’s only been three months but we’re already talking about possible marriage down the road and moving In together when the time is right. Not trying to rush things; it’s just like, I knew my husband was the one from the first time he asked me to be his girlfriend (we were 19, you didn’t count dates you just were boyfriend and girlfriend lol) and I just feel like RS is the one. I can’t describe it. It feels real. Like I know it won’t be all sunshine and roses forever but I feel like we could really make it through the hard times.

I’m not looking forward to going to work tomorrow. I’m scared I will fall asleep in class again. I seem to do it every single ****ing day. I don’t know why. I get plenty of sleep at night. CAffeine doesn’t seem to help. Although I might get a large coffee tomorrow and see if MAYBE it will work this time. I just don’t want my coworker to have another reason to talk about me. If she even is. I still don’t know for sure.

Might have a half day or a full snow day on Wednesday due to snow. I love days off don’t get me wrong but I’d rather have one in March because today was the last day off until spring break which is not until April 22 this year. Plus we don’t have snow days built into the calendar; we tack them on at the end of the year. Sucks.