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So, diapers. That’s a weird one, ha-ha. Ever since I was a little kid I had a fascination with wearing diapers and using them. From making makeshift diapers to stealing my grandmothers (I know how terrible that sounds, but that’s how deep this drive goes) I’ve always had this desire to wear them."

This line here literally could have described my childhood/teenage years. Your are not alone in this.

I don't have great advice other than take it one day at time. See what happens. You'll know when the right time is!