I'm so sorry, Crazytwizted Emotions are definitely hard to deal with. You're definitely not alone in this. Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help. You could learn new ways to cope with your emotions when they get too overwhelming. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope you'll feel better soon. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this