Congratulations, Sunshinesworld! I'm really happy for you. I agree with all the others. "Normal" is not a word I like to use. From what you wrote, it sounds like you're feeling stable and content with your life. That should be the main goal, I believe. That means that your hard work is finally paying off! Be proud of yourself for that. I hope you'll continue feeling this way. Thank you so much for sharing this! I'm sure this thread will encourage and inspire many other people here on PC. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you