Hey Lonely Chemist,
I think you said that you are studying for exams - so yeah that's a priority.
Afterwards when you get some rest and some spring sunshine eventually comes your way perhaps the burial ground will push up some flowers...
or a bush...
or a tree...
or an earthquake, or underground spring would be nice for summer time.

Take care of you and good luck with passing those important exams!

P.S. there is a third option which is hold the emotions in a bigger space. i always imagine looking down from the stars when i feel overwhelmed by someone's behaviour, but there are other techniques breathe, relax & so on. neglectful parenting forces kids to hold on tight to their emotions, and doesn't give an example of holding emotions with space and kindness.

starry thoughts to a star!