I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Marylin Just wanted to let you know that I've read your post and that I care about you. You didn't deserve to be treated that way at all. You're a wonderful person. Please remember that you do matter. We care about you here. We all love you here. We won't judge you here. I hope things will get better soon for you. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this