hi all. I'm meeting t in 20 minutes

I disclosed erotic feelings and thoughts about t in an email. I have massive regret and feel like I might die from embarrassment. wish I could just wear a bag over my head. I'm scared to see t. I don't want him to look at me

t sent this email in response

Hi junkDNA,

No you are not freaking me out or being inappropriate and it is understandable and even expected that you would have these feelings and thoughts, given what you've been through and the nature of our therapeutic relationship and I would never do what Dr. (redacted)did. I can't meet at 9 this morning because of the ice.. I hope we can still get there by 10!

so yea here goes nothing I guess...