Feel fine, unwell, very irritated, smiley and pleasant, anxiety in waves, tired, confused, I want to be home and yet I don’t want to be here at all, defeated, the thought of jumping on a plane is soooo enticing, avoiding and hiding from life, very slight hypomania keeps popping in that includes cosmetic surgery and Vegas! At the moment, in bed, trying to get up.

Happy Wednesday. Winter needs to end.