I'm so sorry you're going through all of this, cryingontheinside Keep fighting. You're a warrior. You're strong. Remember that things won't stay like this forever. They can and will get better. I'm glad you're fighting and doing your best to survive. Keep doing what you're doing. That's all you can do after all. You're strong and it seems like you do want to get help as much as possible. That's great! Be proud of yourself for that. I'm glad someone from the mental health team is going to see you soon! Hopefully he/she will be able to help you. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. You don't deserve it at all. You deserve nothing but love and compassion. You're a wonderful person. You've helped many times in the past. I hope I can do something to help you. I hope you'll be able to get the help you need and deserve. Remember that we all care about you here. We all love you here. Keep writing here if it helps. I'm here for you if you want to talk about it. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this