Meds can be scary, Alpha91. I know how you feel. I was scared at first as well. Hopefully you'll get used to it. Take all the time you need. Take it one step at the time. Take baby steps. If any problems show up, or the side effects get too overwhelming for you, I'd suggest to talk to your Pdoc about this and see how it goes from there. Hopefully he/she will be able to help you. He/she's there to help you, after all. Don't be afraid to ask for help if you need it. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you