I, too, feel like the world makes sense sometimes, then...hold on..it's being ripped from underneath my sanity..I don;t know who I am..the books about bordelrine personality have helped me..finally my T agrees I have borderline..a good book is "Lost in the Mirror.." It talks about seeing things that way. Also...keep a journal!! Write the good and the bad and write it with passion!! Keep it with you at all times! Write me back ok?