I guess I “should” get used to being shunned irl...
There hasn’t been love for me before..
Why does it surprise me
That still there is no love from the World
However much I force myself to “try to fit in”
With the “normals” out there who feed on judging others
I can’t wait to be gone
I can’t bear the ignorance and misplaced judgments
They bore the crap out of me
Even here I’m not “good enough”
How DARE I exist

Sorry for the “negativity” - I’ve been bombarded by negativity from an unexpected source... (irl)
Why can’t I “just get over” ...........
Being me
Forever, horrible paws