Today I literally sat crying in silence for fifty minutes. Sometimes just weeping, sometimes shaking and sobbing. M said "you're upset" once (no s**t mate) and then, about half an hour later "why are you upset?"... I didn't answer. He didn't say anything else throughout the entire session.

Paid him £35 for that.

i am sorry everyone that I have been so explicit, I wish these posts to be deleted. I feel like judging me and want me to leave, or just I'm too much or too weird to be acknowledged. I don't mean to whine. I'm sorry for being graphic and disturbing