I think it is scary to have to need somebody too. But yet you want them to care, you need them to care, but it scares you. I get that I think. I told my T a few sessions ago I feel like he really cares, but I told him that scares me too. He told me someday you will just trust it is okay for him to care. So maybe your T thinks the same thing? I think that is great you have such a caring doctor. I like mine too, I actually cried in front of him before I ever did my T at the time.