Hello ProdigalKnight: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central.

I'm glad you found your way here to PC.

There's a lot of support that can be available here. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become.

Plus there are the live chats where (once you first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved) you'll be able to interact with other members in real time. So please keep posting!
Here's a link to an article, from Psych Central's archives, on what to do when you feel lost or disconnected from yourself:
When You Feel Lost or Disconnected from Yourself