I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Gymgirl71 Relationships can be complicated. The good news is that at leas you know why he got angry in the first place. I'd suggest to just be there for him. Remind him that you're there to support him. Listen to what he has to say if he wants to vent. Just be supportive. Try not to insist too much, otherwise he'll be put off by this behavior. Hopefully he'll come back to you, but it will take time. Just be patient. Hopefully he'll come back when he feels less stressed out. Please don't be so hard on yourself. It's not your fault. Relationships are hard to deal with. What matters is that you've recognized your mistakes and that now you're trying to fix them. Good for you! Be proud of yourself for that. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you and your boyfriend. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this