Of course you are worthy. But that doesn't mean the world is fair. Bad people get good stuff all the time and good people might get an illness instead.

You can do everything right and be a really good person, and have horrible things happening to you.

If you're good or bad doesn't at all tell what you're worthy of.

For some reason I have very little right now of what I want to have, but I don't think it's a punishment. And I don't think it makes me a lesser person.

Everyone has worth.