Had a VERY busy day today and it was wonderful. I didnt go to group because I saw my therapist and insurance wont cover both. So, I got the kids on the bus then my husband and I got ready and left. First we went to Starbucks for coffee and breakfast and then he drove to a friend of his house to work on his car. I sat at in our car and played on my phone. It took about 1/2 or so. Then we went to a music store so he could look at some parts for his guitar and then to a department store to find a new wallet to match the purse my mom bought me (with Christmas money). Then we went to my therapists appt. we left and went straight to this little fish restaurant Ive never been to. It was delicious. We left there and went to Sams then Walmart. We listened and sang along to 90s alternative music which really took both of us back. It was a lot of fun. Then we went home. The kids got off the bus and we had to work on several Boy Scout projects with my son including painting his tool bin so we let our daughters paint a bird house that one of them got for her birthday last year also. They had fun and it was fun to supervise. Then we had to improvise on dinner because I need to go to the grocery so my husband made fajitas with stew meat lol. The meat was tough but they were still delicious. I gave my youngest a shower while he was cooking. We ate dinnner. Now we are all kind of doing our own things so I just have to make sure I stay out of my own head this evening and Ill actually be able to say I made it through the day without feeling depressed. Either way, most of the day is a major improvement!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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