Literally I want to know what you do on an average day. Do you read, watch movies, or have a friend you call up? I would love to take my woodworking more seriously but events have conspired to make that difficult to say the least, I try to read but find my mind drifting and difficult to still. I too often give up and end up watching stupid crap on YouTube for the hundredth time. I want to move away from my hometown but I know my issues would just follow me. I look at my disaster of a house and know I HAVE things to do laundry, dishes etc. but I feel glued to chair for some reason.