I got out to Scrabble club tonight. I won all my games but i played the lower division so no big whoop. It was good to get out and get my mind off things. I confided in three people today that my health is bothering me but none of them really said anything back. Whatever. I guess one woman asked a couple questions. I guess people don't really know what to say. You'd think they could work up a little, "I'm sorry to hear that," tho. I feel pretty numb.