I'm so sorry you're going through all of this, Doglover6335 I have already replied to your other thread. The only thing you can do is to talk to your husband about this and see how it goes from there. Tell him that you do want to make things better for you and for him. Hopefully he'll understand. Unfortunately whether he wants to listen to what you have to say or not is his decision. It doesn't depend on you. If he refuses to listen, or doesn't want to go to copule counseling, then I'm afraid there isn't much more that you could do to prove your love for him. Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help. You could learn new ways to cop ewith your anxiety. Also if your husband will see that you have started therapy and that you have started working on yourself perhaps he will see your effort and decide to give you another chance. That's just my opinion though. The final decision is up to him. Most importantly, take some time to work on yourself. That's the most important thing you can do. If you start working on yourself, you will gain more self-confidence and hopefully you'll feel better. You can't fully take care of others if you don't take care of yourself first. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you and your husband. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this