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Originally Posted by healingme4me
Just how the heck are you supposed to contain emotions having this weighing on you?
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As far as I know, he hasn’t talked to them about this. I don’t think they would tell him no though; they always do what he wants. He escaped to their house quite a few times while we were dating and they never objected.
Yeah I really don’t know how to be calm when I don’t even know if I’ll have a husband come Monday or not. I don’t know how he expects me to be okay. It really really hurts and I’m honestly feeling suicidal for the first time in a long time. The worst part is knowing that I started all of this.