when I went to reply I thought this was going to be an easy question

but now that i'm actually replying, I realise that in a day I don't do anything (or anything of value)

I suppose that for me it affects my relationship with people. I can't be who they want me to be, and this is especially difficult with some people who can only look at emotions one way- and that's positive and happy

I can't just turn round to someone and say i'm happy if i'm not, I just can't do that. I have to say it how it is