Hello everyone and Happy Wednesday. I am so exhausted from my constant running around I did today and yesterday. Went to work until the nieces appointment with the Interventional Cardio who was the one who got to make the decision on weather or not the hold could be closed with a device or if she would have to be sent on to an actual Cardio surgeon; which we lucked out and it can be closed with the device instead. Which really eases my mind as an Auntie.

Not to mention I feel really grateful for both Cardio's for seeing her when it's not really their problem and both of them have both eased her fear of the procedure. I have already gotten the day I needed for her surgery off; first day I actually bother to take a Vacation day and it's not really a Vacation rather sitting with Aunt and Uncle and make sure they don't worry themselves sick.

After taking her to the Cardiologist I had to do an appearance for work and the upgrade we are doing to the clinic and after that I had another thing for work which was a mixer for Women's Heart Month sponsored by the Cardio's office and everyone at the clinic went. Which means I have ditched yet another Wednesday Bible Study and M ditched as well; I imagine G is ready to tape M to a couch when it comes to Wednesday's Youth Group since that is two weeks in a row.

I also had a crying session in my car after the first appearance since I guess it had finally hit me how much I had overcome in a year and how much had changed in that year. Last year I was with C and had just started to realize how terrible the place I was working at was. This year I co-run a clinic; my mind is stable; I realize some of the issues were because of my Cardiac problem. I have a great new relationship who I adore and who treats me like a Queen even at C's best he was still a terrible person. I realize how much M and I are suited together; it feels like he's the missing piece with how well things are. I just felt so happy after leaving that everything hit at once and I had a good cry. I feel really happy for the first time in honestly years. I don't know if's the meds or if I am just a much stronger person.

Hugs to everyone