yesterday, at 10:54pm, I released while watching a youtube video of a lady nursing.

today, at 8:02am, I released after almost privately communicating with a lady on some website.

poetry has a strong effect on my sexuality. It's no coincidence that I'm suddenly having strong urges to privately communicate with women, after returning to poetry.

I might have to readjust my poetry activities again, such that I'm better able to handle my sexuality.