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redCanine3669
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Feb 21, 2019 at 07:47 PM
Possible trigger:
at 7:20pm, I released after watching some video of volleyball.
I didn't have an urge to privately communicate with or sext women, which might be because I wasn't engaged in poetry today.
My interest in poetry makes this struggle more difficult, I feel. Maybe I wouldn't even be having this struggle, if I wasn't engaged with poetry. but I like poetry. It has religious, autobiographical, and informative value for me.
Poetry has even provided a way for me to safely express my sexuality. I'm a virgin and I doubt that's by chance. I know men who've been reprimanded and arrested for expressing their sexuality around women. poetry provides a chance for me to shelter and grow my sexuality without endangering myself.
It's not fair that I should abandon poetry simply because I sometimes tend to privately communicate with women. My love for poetry exceeds my love for women. I just need to keep abstaining from private conversations. I can always publicly communicate with women, if I want. I can also communicate with women when I'm not having urges.
I seem to be going through this struggle alone, so I shouldn't be too hard on myself if I fail a few times.
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