Yep you are right. I have become completely codependent and it’s so hard to just erase this part of me all of a sudden. I’ve been vomiting all day that’s how upset I am, I can’t take it. I don’t even know what to do right now, it’s all so overwhelming. I honestly want to die. What you said about me being desperate since I posted in multiple threads is true. I just needed someone so bad, I’ve never been this alone in my life. I feel pathetic.