Have you mentioned this to your Pdoc? It seems like that might be a productive discussion with her. I can definitely relate to not trusting people. This is why I come here to PC to discuss what is on my heart and mind. I don’t share much at all with people IRL. I think social media just makes it even worse. I won’t post anything personal on social media either. I wish I had something insightful to offer you on this subject. Best of luck to you. ❤️