I had to reduce my haldol dose as I ran out and I didn’t want to go completely without it. I’m feeling it. Starting to get paranoid again. I was SURE my coworkers were talking about me but this time it’s anyone who whispers around me. I’m sure they’re calling me fat and ugly. This is, of course, ridiculous, but it feels so real. I’m also positive my brother is lying about why he can’t hang out this weekend. Things just don’t add up. I think he’s ditching me for his other friends. Again, most likely untrue, but I can’t stop thinking about it.

Good news is the pharmacy just texted me that my script is ready so I can pick it up tomorrow. I told RS to remind me. He’s staying the night tonight even though it’s a work night just because we both want to spend time together.