I think that you’re right that I’m dehydrated. I have also tried to eat but I can’t keep anything down.

The main problem with work is that I don’t even know how I’ll get to the job I have, much less a second job. I hate that I made myself this dependent on him, and I never meant for it to be that way.

Thank you for your encouragement and for caring. I’m trying to figure things out, it’s just really hard to think straight right now.