I'm pissed off. I've been duped.

I told my therapist I didn't think I had bipolar, and we spent the entire session (45 mins) skimming through all her notes. She said she's never seen me manic based on her notes. Yet during the previous appt, she said she saw me manic. So she lied to me. (And btw, I've been seeing her since 2016.)

I'm done with taking psych meds. **** it all. They are trying to control my brain and take my money by pretending there's something wrong with me. No one has ever seen me manic if my therapist hasn't, since I see her every 2 weeks (or every week if needed).

I'm going to give my meds up (except Ritalin) to the police station tomorrow since they do drug take backs and dispose of the meds for you in a safe manner. I'd flush them down the toilet right ******* now if it wasn't dangerous for the environment. Or if I didn't live in an apartment complex, I would ******* burn it all.

Since I have nothing wrong with me, my brain chemistry is obviously all ****** up now and permanently damaged, I bet. If I had bipolar, then the meds wouldn't damage the brain; in fact, they would HELP the brain. But no, if my therapist said she's never seen me manic, then obviously my brain is getting damaged by something I don't need. I've been lied to for 4 ******* years.