i'm working in a workbook right now with that exact topic - never enough. it's the borderline personality workbook. I don't have that dx (yet - give it time, i can add it to the other 6), but it was reccommended to me. it's an interesting thing and deals with how the though patterns developed and what holds them in place.

regarding your decision - i would suggest stick around and give it time... things go in highs and lows. and you're important, too. I sometimes hesitate to answer back to things because it often feels like my post kills the thread. then when i do answer, someone will respond like a week or two later (after I've forgotten what my initial "crisis" was). I think that is part of what being in here is learning - that we have to deal with our own crisises and not live in the "fix it now" ideals that our generation is currently in. This takes some getting used to. I, for example, have come a long way - i used to never be able to post in such boards - it *had* to be chat because it *had* to be NOW. But, since my computer won't let me, i have had to learn to take time and breathe, and know that this too will pass.
Hope you stay, KB!
Kiya