((((Christina)))))
I'm so sorry that you are in so much pain! I wish I had the answers for you, but as you saw, my session sucked too. Well, at least we aren't alone Have you started looking for a new T? Maybe if you start in that direction and make an appointment it will get your mind off of things and you can discuss your abandonment issues with your new T. Best of wishes to you. I'm here if you need me Love ya'.