If you've got an issue with your T, then either talk it out with them, or switch Ts. And remember, they are NOT in a position to dx you. What happened with her is not a logical reason to quit meds.

(Also, T notes? Often not all that useful from those I've seen. When I read one set, I marvelled at how much was missing. There was little to no sense of the seriousness of problems in times I KNOW were very bad. All to say that notes are not the end all be all.)

I'm going to be blunt here, and this is super-important. Saying "since I have nothing wrong with me" is either disingenuous or shows a serious lack of insight. Your posts over time show a cyclical pattern of psychosis and paranoia and wanting to ditch meds, interspersed with healthier posts. This is a very well-established pattern. It is far from "nothing wrong". Regardless of the specific dx, there are serious symptoms that need attention. And I know you don't want to hear it, but those are the kind of symptoms that call for meds.

Right now you are angry. You are not thinking logically about the larger picture. As mentioned by others, please take a breath, a step back and don't do anything rash.

You don't really have anyone IRL who can help keep an eye out for when your symptoms arise, do you? I worry for you about this.