Sorry you're feeling like this. It's feelings coming from the past , probably when you're young , of things being taken away and you feel let down , or rejected , unworthy ( all painful feelings ) If your T is good you will be able to explore where they come from , and hopefully resolve them. My T told me we respond from a child's feelings of not knowing how to deal with this , and need to get to how an adult would respond ( without the child's hurt feelings. )