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pinksoil said:
The truth is, I am scared to death.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">I hope you can share your true feelings with your T--that you are scared. The anger is real, but a shield. I am glad you have the leader of your BPD support group as a back-up for when T is away. Hang in there with this. He will return.