You are the expert on YOU. That makes you the expert on your bipolar disorder and I think it is really important to be able to identify where you are. My therapist and I don't always agree (and then we just agree to wait a week because we'll know for sure by then) but I always have an opinion and because I've been encouraged to learn my warnings I've gotten a lot better at getting help ASAP when things shift. Last summer I felt things shift rapidly and knew I was heading for mania without much time hypo so I emailed my pdoc at 3AM asking if I could increase my AP for a few days to try to stop it. She wrote back at 9AM to do it and this stopped the mania immediately and the only side effect from the 4 days increase was fatigue that lasted about a week. I've caught 2 episodes in a row that fast and I haven't had a major episode in a long time.
FWIW both my pdoc and therapist have strongly encouraged me and helped me to know my own illness.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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