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During my most severe episode I thought I was working miracles through the Holy Spirit and that God himself was talking to me. It took me a very long time to process that grief. I also feel that at times, particularly the 3 or 4 year depression I suffered, I haven’t been as available to my children as I am typically. I also grieve that loss.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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