You know that movie Amelie? Well even if you don't i can explain my emotions I think. Well It's my girlfriends favorite movie, and I was looking at it, and i saw that it was rated R for sexual content. And I became very afraid, I was scared, so i put the movie in my computer and watched through the whole thing at 32x the normal speed so i could find the part of it that was sexual... the entire time i was worrying, i haven't figured out why, i was just so afraid of her seeing something sexual, if i see it myself before she does, or if we see it together, it doesn't bother me, but there's something about me having to know about all of everything with her that deals with sex that scares me....... =(