I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Dnester What differences do you see between you and the others on this forum? I understand your diagnosis may be hard to accept, but try not to stress yourself over it. From what you wrote, it seems like you definitely have DID to me. I hope your therapist will be able to help you. Try not to resist the help you're getting. The sooner you'll accept help, the sooner you'll be able to get help. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this