Thank you so much for making this thread, yellow_fleurs! And thank you so much everyone else for sharing your stories. I think it's a very important question. I've never thought about it, but MI does bring out a lot of loss. The loss of time, the loss of opportunities, the loss of love. There's definitely a lot to grieve. I'm so sorry you're all struggling. Grieving takes a lot of time. Please don't give up. Remember that things won't stay like this forever. They can and will get better. You're all wonderful people. I hope you'll all feel better soon. You deserve to get better and to feel good. You deserve to live a good life just like everyone else. Keep fighting. You're all awesome! You're all strong! You're all warriors! Sending many hugs to everyone