Hey Krazi,
Why would you punish yourself for something that you perceive others are doing?
I know for me, I go through times when I can post a lot, respond a lot, etc., I used to feel like I had to respond to everyone's posts in this forum. Then I realized that I couldn't and--in fact--some of the stuff was interfering with my therapy, so I have to be selective as to when and how.
Can you think of us as invisible support and know that when you don't get the response you need, we are reading like you do?
(((((Krazibean)))))
take care.