I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, Fuzzybear You're not a loser. You've helped me many time in the past. I'll always be grateful to you for that. You're a wonderful bear. Keep fighting. You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this