I'm so sorry, A Hobbit I hope you'll be able to find the right meds combination for you. You deserve to get better and to feel good. You deserve to live a good life just like everyone else. Keep fighting! You're awesome! You're strong! You're a warrior! I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope things will get better soon for you. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this :sadhug.