I’m not happy that I do not have kids/cubs...
I would have done things differently than the severely abusive parental units subjected me to... all that abuse..
And the “medical community” blamed me....
I didn’t even have cubs
And they “found something” physical and scary..
And told me in the most unprofessional and callous way...
But I’d been taught well
To expect nothing but callousness and indifference
And that is what I received
And I receive it still....
As I’m so “completely wrong” I can’t do much to change this,,,
As they are “always right”
And I’m “always so wrong”

(From people irl

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(Please no “tough love” .. I’ve been subjected to this for decades. It doesn’t exactly help....)